Even for one soul

Youth venerates cross
One fine day, a Priest who was the Retreat Master of the Rogationist College personnel who happened to know me quite well asked me while thinking about all the things that I do, “Why do you have to do this?”  A simple question but one that puzzled me a bit. I did not answer immediately because I was robbed by the inner thought “why did he ask me so?” He sees all my initiatives with the youth and with the school blended with so much creativity and enthusiasm. But why do all this? I know the reason why I do the things but my little self- reserve prompted me to answer, “I just have to do it”

My answer may appear as if I am uncertain about what and why I do it. Let judgement reach to the skies but I know what rests in my heart is the fire within that says, “Even for one soul”. This is what I learned from our dear founder, St Annibale Maria Di Francia. We endeavour the best we can for the good of ONE SOUL.

I am presently doing my mission as a Campus Ministry Coordinator in the Rogationist College, Silang Cavite in the Philippines where I engage so much on ‘what more I can do to enrich the spiritual life of the students and personnel’. As I go over every program, the fire within pushes me to think how such an activity can be remembered and leave something in the heart and mind of each person. I believe that no matter how delicious the food is you’ll get jaded if the same taste is repeatedly offered. Yes, to think of adding other accents in the activities may be burdensome but to make things more meaningful to others is light.

FDZ Sister with youth
My first year in the ministry was a battle between the time for preparing lessons for teaching, organising activities and formation program for students and personnel. It was big! But when I came to learn that there was so much hunger in the youth to get involved in simple missionary activity in the school, their hunger to belong and to be more expressive in their faith, I felt a push to take care of these souls. With Fr Vincent and Fr Gabby, RCJ we created a new name that would identify the group who pray and work for vocations within the demands of their respective clubs and/or school ministries. The ‘ERGATES’ (Greek word meaning ‘workers’) actually a coined name for all the UPV members – both teachers and students. UPV-ERGATES stands as the Main Apostolate of the Campus Ministry under which are all ministries in the campus. Campaigns and several meetings were held to establish this new strategic program. Fortunately, during one of our Friday Masses, more than 400 students and teachers were accepted as members.

Likewise, in order for them to understand their spirituality which is according to that of St Annibale, we organized a 3-day Camp last August at the Brothers of Christ institute at General Trias, Cavite with its theme: “ERGATES go into the vineyard”. Students and teachers shared responsibilities to make this happen.

It was a long, laborious preparation but beyond it was the joy that comes from the consoling result that many of them were so happy, thankful and empowered to serve God through their potentials, especially because it was the first time to they experienced that kind of camp.

There is so much to be done if we wish for the good of the other. There is so much to be done if we are pushed by hope and passion that one day, somehow, one soul will recognise the goodness of God in her/his life. This is just one of my simple mission discoveries… one of my consoling moments and there is still more to come.

Sr Darlen Pardillo, fdz

A journey inward… onward!

My day to day experiences serve as filters through which I am able to know myself better and to get to know more about Jesus inside out. The longings of my soul and the call of mission are forces that haunt me powerfully. Thus, with conviction to follow my life’s project, commitment and perseverance become my allies.


Combating my own struggles in the midst of doubts and inner conflicts, I acknowledge that indeed discernment requires patience, honesty and interiority.

Thankful for the opportunity of a week-long retreat before going to Vintar in the Philippines as my new assignment, I was able to re-discover and verify my own calling and uniqueness, my passion, my vision and my mission as a Daughter of Divine Zeal.

Inward… once in my journey I was like Alice in Wonderland:

She comes upon a crossroads.
She stops and wonders which path to take.
She doesn’t know what to do. Suddenly she notices a hare.
She runs to meet him and says, “I have come to a crossroads;
could you tell me which path I should take?”
The hare asks her, “where do you want to go?”
shrugging her shoulders, Alice replies, “I don’t know!”
“Well then, young lady,” answers the hare, “You may take either path.”

Then God reminded me:  “you did not choose Me. It is I who chose you... (Jn 15:16)” Fascinated – and it still fascinates me – God chose me! It assured me once again of His loving presence.

Thus, I take the path Onward…


Rogate – pray! Image courtesy of Sr Elvira Plazuelo fdz

The simplicity of life in Vintar influences my day to day choices. My first real experience in pastoral work offers me ample opportunity to be in communion with myself, with people of diverse cultures and beliefs and above all  with our Mother Nature. Again, I am challenged to journey onward and assimilate the reality of ROGATE where I am sent by the congregation. The journey may at times  be mountainous, or at times continuously flowing, or sometimes dry and stony but who can separate us from the LOVE and MERCY of God?

Indeed, … facing the change can CHANGE everything!

Sr M Connie Borjal, fdz

The princes and princesses

People gathering together.Just as Saint Hannibal, our Father Founder considered the poor as princes and princesses, Mother Elna – superior mother of our Province also called the poor people in Marikina in the Philippines as such.

That beautiful word inspires me to serve and honour the lowest. In the celebration of Mother Nazarena’s 75th birthday in Heaven, 75 poor families were invited to eat in our “small restaurant “.   Our garden, although small, became beautiful like a little restaurant because of the presence and smiles of these princes and princesses.

Therefore, all of us – the Sisters, novices and postulants as well as the teachers from both schools of Padre Annibale School  in Marikina and Padre Annibale Integrated School in Laoag – served them happily.  The food was carefully prepared with much love and attention from the part of the Sisters.

After the sumptuous lunch, a short program with intervals of games and prize-giving was organised for them.  They really enjoyed it so much, young and old alike!

This celebration made me remember one Holy Thursday when my spiritual Father also invited many poor people in his parish for an important party. He asked us to prepare the party solemnly like that of a wedding and we served them enthusiastically. During the party, the boys who were living with him murmured: “Why do we have to waste time for a party for ordinary laity, not even priests or bishops?” But my spiritual Father scolded them saying:  “Do not be lazy, this is the beauty of religious life.” I realised once again the beauty of the religious life through this event.

After the celebration, I saw 75 families leave with heavy packs of food, full of happiness and joy externalised on their rustic and ingenuous faces. Indeed, the people had brought bliss to me and to this day my mind is always reminded that I must honour and serve the poor happily and I have to regard them as princes and princesses.

Together with the party on that last Holy Thursday in my parish, the 75th death anniversary of Mother Nazarena is not only an important lesson but also a meaningful example for me to be called to serve, love and see God in the poor, the unhappy, the least and the outcast as Saint Theresa of the Child Jesus said to her companion, “for you are the image of God, I love you”.

Postulant Teresa Nguyen Thi Hao

What can I do for vocations?

National Vocations Awareness Week (03 – 10 August 2014)

Man contemplating at the foot of the cross...


Young people respond to a challenge, an invitation. The Church needs holy priests and religious and strong, faithful Catholic marriages.

Don’t be afraid to do something to promote a generous response from today’s youth!

Catholic Vocations | Image courtesy of pixabay.com

Quench from thirst

There are times when I feel like I am so thirsty and I just want to be quenched from that dryness.  My prayer moments and my relationship with the Lord through people around me are ways  to satisfy this dry feeling. I see things and events with God’s grace in the eyes of faith. And I am grateful to the Lord for sustaining me and my journey with the richness of His love and blessing.

One of the blessings I received recently is the opportunity to attend the Permanent Formation Course (May 2014), organised for the Sisters of the Madonna della Guardia Delegation. The topics discussed are truly the font of our life and spirit as Daughters of Divine Zeal. The whole course was a deepening of what I have heard in the past, some new insights and most of them were eye openers. It has brought me new light and a new challenge for a better FDZ life.


Visiting the historical places where our religious family started, brought me unspeakable joy and gladness. It was a very awesome feeling to once again kneel before the uncorrupted corpse of Father Founder, St Hannibal, and in front of the tomb of Mother Nazarena, and I offered prayers for all the Sisters especially for the establishment of the Our Lady of Divine Zeal Province.  To them both I presented each member of the circumscription.

Through this enriching experience, I felt quenched of that deep desire within me.

Let us keep our prayers united for the journey ahead of us!

Sr M Grace Elvira Plazuelo, fdz
Rome, Italy

Every vocation is an exodus from self

National Vocations Awareness Week (03 – 10 August 2014)

Women reflecting about her life

The theme for this year is from Pope Francis’ Letter for World Day of Prayer for Vocations: “Every vocation is an exodus from self … it leads us on a journey of Adoration of the Lord … and service to him in our brothers and sisters.”

This is a reminder to all of us that all vocations require sacrifice and service. Whether married, consecrated life, priesthood or apostolic celibacy – we are all called to serve God and our neighbour.

Please pray that many young people may hear the Lord’s call to serve, particularly in priesthood and religious life.

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On the threshold of a new beginning

Nothing stays, everything flows.

Change can come in two forms:  for the better or for the worse.  But for the Daughters of Divine Zeal in the Philippines, the “change” that is taking place is a moving forward, a challenge to combat and an opportunity for growth.

Our Lady of Divine Zeal ProvinceThe 1st of June is a very special day for the two Congregations founded by St Annibale Maria Di Francia:  the Daughters of Divine Zeal of the Heart of Jesus and the Rogationists Fathers.  This year has been extra special because the Our Lady of Divine Zeal Delegation began a new chapter of its existence as the Our Lady of Divine Zeal Province.

An opening Liturgy was held at 9:00am in our Chapel, attended by all the Sisters.  A symbolic sand offering was made by each one, a gesture of the individual willingness to be part of this “new Province builder” through hard work, trust, sweat, joy, fidelity and love.  Yes, as one ought to expect, a new beginning implies deeper, newer challenges, tougher works and all aspects of preparation.  This change, this gift, this chance, this new thrust for each Sister, each Superior and each member of the Province is likened to a small seed that we all just planted in the ground.  It needs to be watered and be placed in the spot where the sun will soak it with its warmth.  This means that our efforts alone cannot make it grow and bear fruit.  It is through the blessings of the God, the inspiration and guidance of the Holy Spirit, and the “warmth of the Sun” of Justice that all our endeavours will fructify and will grow “into a large tree where the birds build their nests…”

Personally, this new threshold we are just entering is scary to venture into but I tell myself that life is always full of this.  Yet, is it not the best moment where our faith is best tested, our unity strengthened, our vocations challenged, enriched and shared?  Send us forth, O Lord…

Sr M Jeanette C Barsanas, fdz


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